It seems like with every new day there is a new issue as a result of Ansley's cancer. Ansley has hit a hard point where she is uncomfortable with the way she looks. She doesn't like her face being red, she doesn't like not having any hair, she gets nervous when we go places but she doesn't like being home alone with me. She is pretty much frustrated and sad a lot of the time. Yesterday, we went wig shopping. Our first wig shopping experience was a nightmare. And, so I prayed that God would allow us to find what Ansley was picturing in her mind. It was so hard and yet Ansley found exactly what her little heart was looking for. So, I am hoping that it will lift her spirits and make her feel a bit more "normal". Pray for our family. It is so hard to see your children suffer. This dreary day feels like a perfect fit for the state of my heart. Dreary and tired.
Clinic is tomorrow. We should find out how long the PICC line will be in and when the placement of the port will be.
Trusting and trusting that God will do immeasurably more than we can imagine.
Amy